Im a chipmunk

Hey! Just got back awhile ago from orchard :P
Had a great night with mommy, went shopping for mommy work clothes. I guess i got really lucky this time as mommy bought my stuff for Christmas and CNY in advance? Guess my bugging did work? We had dinner at 10! SO UNHEALTHY ! :(
Christmas is coming! I know Min is looking forward to it as she promised me a 12 item surprise! Its gonna be my biggest and best gift ever! I know it :D i can smell it! Although her lobang bichak because i saw her note, but there are at least 8 items that i couldnt figure out :( SHES hidding something! I swear! BUT WHAT! :( Oh yes... She found my gifts. Why am i so useless.

Im working next week, 3 days at taka that coincided with her work days :P i did it on purpose too! teehee! its gonna be fun! We shall make some money!

I wish i could see u tml.... Please make my wish come true? :(

Marry Me!

:D Christmas is round the corner! The season of giving is back! :P This year, I am going to experience a marvelous one! I'm very sure about it because its gonna be with my dearest Min!

Min and I went taka today to get presents! :D didn;t buy much though, but spending time with each other was simply great! Though i waited for 2 hours for her to end her intereview, i manage to meet up with some of the taka staff that i know when i worked last year!

First there was Jeremy from Dunhill, was talking to him and manage to meet his boss. Guess what? I got myself a job! :D

Next, we went to the Victorinox counter and spoke to the part timers there. Sales wasn't fantastic like expected, but i found out that they are short handed! BAM! another job opportunity?! Damn i wanna work man :( MONEY....

Lastly, run into one of the cute gift wrap girl that recognise me!? Its been a year! >.< oh well! we exchanged smiles, THATS ALL KAY!!!

:) WELL! the hightlight of the day must be nandos! although the portion is small and im not really full, i love it! :D i guess good food really comes in small portion. The smaller, the better?! I dont know man :D BUT FOOD WAD GOOD!

To Yi Min: I know you are gonna prepare quite abit for me this christmas! >.< I'm so gonna repay u...... I wanna _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _! you go fill it! :D Love u!

Hey guys, Just got back from chalet with the YES 2011 team! Chalet was really good and fun! slept for only an hour in the 24 hours awake! >.< my brains is fried! So i met Min after the chalet :) yay! missed you after a day! And we eventually caught harry potter's lastest movies at J8. Spending time with her has always been awesome and i love every second i spend with her!

Oh well, as much as i love my gf, i think i can be really dumb at times :( why am i like dat?
I really cared about her and i'm always making her upset. Its just too unfair to you baby. Really.

Blame it on me

My heart sank when i recieve the superlong text u send me. I guess i was really upset with myself too. I couldn't help but to hit myself once on my head. What are u thinking about? Are u aware of what u have done? Yes i know that i said something wrong. But why am i so slow to realise that i accidentally ignore what u said? in fact, is there even such a thing as accidentally ignore? :( or am i a selfish ass?

I love you silly, and i know u reciprocated as well. You asked me if i know u well enough? Well, i can only say that i know u that much. For the rest of you, i need a lifetime to find out. I dare not say that i know you 100% in these 5 months, but i 100% swear that i wanna find out more about you. It can be a really slow process, but i think its ok, because i know that i have a lifetime ahead of me to find out about you. I am that sure that its gonna be a really long affair.

I believe u understand me well enough to know that i have my reasons for my actions, although some makes no sense at all, but one thing is for sure. I have a heart that feels your love, a pair of eyes that see what u have done for me and a pair of ears to listen to what u have to say. Baby, i dont wanna make u upset. I really dont.

life's good

I wish every sun will be like today :P

Min Min and I spend the afternoon at her place:D Its pretty goOd to be all alone at home... >< CAN DO ANYTHING WE WANT RIGHT! ahem! :P anyway.... My J1 days are almost over! MinMin is gonna be out of school soon! :( oh boy! lucky girl! u are finally free! ARGG!!!! its gonna be the toughest 1 month of your life. Hang in there kay! Once its over, u are fre to roam:P Do whatever u want kay? I wont stop u. Go travel for 1 month if possible. Go see the world when u can :) i love u silly! Study Hard!!!!!

Forgive me my dear

Its day 3 of my grandma funeral. I didnt stay over last night as i went back home to sleep in Bishan. I was just too tired and shagged, crashed onto my bed after a shower and slept with my lights on till dawn. I woked up to a sms by Min, telling me to wake up or i will be late >.< guess what, it was too late. I went down to my grandma's place later that morning and spend the rest of the day there. Well, it was really boring but i survived! thanks u my dear. Later tonight u came to visit me, even though it was an hour dinner, or maybe shorter. I'm sorry that i have to disappoint u again tonight when my mom wants me to stay over. I truly miss u my dear and i wish to spend more time with u, especially before your stressful A. The lost of my Grandma came as sudden to me. I am grateful that u came down last night and spend hours there with me, folding and talking to me. I bear all these things in mind baby. Everything u do means so much to me and there is only one way to recipocate these love u have for me, is to love u back even more. I want to be by your side whenever i can and take care of u. I do hear you my dear. Just that my actions are always not identical to what i say. I hate this

Not leaving without you

You mean so much to me baby, u really do. I want you to be happy no matter what. But somehow i feel that i can't :( dont keep thing to yourself? It hurts me to see u all quiet. I feel lost when u are quiet. I'm just not used to it. You are always cheerful and bubbly, someone whom never say die. I need you to talk to me kay. Really. I wanna be your listening ears. U know how terrible i feel when u are all quiet. It affects me too. I love u baby, i really do! thats why i can't just sit back and pretend nothing happened. Its just not me.

Life's Ups and Downs

Humans are pretty vulnerable. From the birth of a newborn to the dying bed of a lonely old man, life's two extreme ends brings us either joy or sadness. We are blessed with the ability to think with our heart, to let our emotions run wild, making us so unique and superior.Well, no one is spared from death, including my beloved grandma.

Ever since i could recall, my grandma was always there for me. From a young and playful boy who spends his entire childhood with her. I could still vividly remember those carefree days where lunch was prepared by her. She thought me how to speak dialect something that i am really proud of. She walked me to school, fetched me from school every single day. I wish she was as healthy and fit as she was then, but the ageing process is merciless. Now, shes in hospital and her consider is not good. She's down with a recent heart attack which made her even weaker. Seeing up suffering makes me feel terrible. Dont ever give up ah ma, i need u.

Its my Mom's birthday today and she has not even cut her cake. I'm not a believer of god, but i do hope that u will make our wish come true. See ah ma through her last days and make it a happy one. Thats all i ask for.

Oh man! my dead really hurts man :/ but.... :D its okay!
Well, i couldn't help but to wonder what made me who i am today?
Can it be my surrounding? My parents? MY friends? or just a rebelious kid
in me that is dying to break free. Sometimes i feel that im too soft to my friends and harsh to my parents and close ones :/ what's wrong with me! why am i like dat?! OH BOY!!! ANGER MANAGEMENT REQUIRED FOR ME!!!! could anyone enlighten me? >.<

oh well! results of promos are almost out... Indicators of me making it to year 2 seems weak.Is JC really my cup of tea? sometimes i ask myself if i did the right thing to do the A lvls. Knowing that im a person who takes the shortest path at times, could this be one of them? i know its best for me to settle it in 2 years, just mug and pull thru, but isit really the best for me? The results are fixed and its only the matter of time when the reality sinks in. Make it up to year 2 , retain in year 1 , or just go poly. We will see kay :) we will see. Miss Goh said this to my class before: If life is full of uncertainties and unhappiness, but if one things for sure, the sun will always rise. A start of a brand new day that is full of possibilities.

God SAVE me! :( promo is in days and im gonna freak out! everything i have learnt will be tested.

I dont feel prepared at all somehow! :( oh gosh.... tough times i suppose... BUT..... I found you just slightly more than 3months ago.... and it just seem to be working out really well! :D

Baby! :D i know this is kinda late but i just wanna tell u how much u changed me in 3 months! U are like a magician that make the slightest unhappiness in me disappear! I can't never get angry with u silly! U are just that amazing! Tell me why are u so AWESOME arh! :P and u are hidding all these while! so unfair! :( oh boy! i have u now! im not going to let u go! what are u gonna do abt that uh?! :D TEEHEE! u know what? i look forward each day to see u in school and just talk to you. U make me feel really calm and happy. Something that i yearned for in a really long while. With u i can ask no more, because u are everything! :) im not flattering u in anyway, but all u did for me is already enough! Save some for yourself! ><>

Time waits for no man

Life an irony! When you lose something, you will start appreciating the importance of it. Does this mean that humans can only learn by the hard way? Well, I would like to thank someone who has been by my side for the past months.

CHARIS LIEW

no words can do justice of what i am about to tell u.

U are a excellent girl who is just like a gold nugget waiting to be polished and refine.

When i first met u, your cheerful and flamboyant personality attracted me. I truly enjoyed the time we had together and u are my motivation. We eventually got together and i will never forget that day. The day which made me feel like a kid surrounded by toys in TOYS 'R' US .

We had many heated arguments in this short 2.5months together but i have never felt that u are not worth it. In fact i see a girl is extraordinary. Words can really hurt at times but i never once give up on you.

We fight, We played, We laughed. All the beautiful memories we shared together will always be in my mind. I'm a changed man because of you. I truly thank you.

And you know what :) i don't wan to lose a friend like u! So make me a promise that u wont abandon me too would you?

I cant write for nuts... so pardon me for my lousy sentence structures. But u know where i'm coming from. People who knows me would be aware that i have a heart which is pretty cold by nature. It takes more than just company and presence to warm it up. It takes time and patience. There will be something which is worth fighting for in life. Seize the opportunity if your think its truly worth it and don't end your short life on earth with a basketful of regrets on your deathbed.

i tried, i really did

Give it your best shot! Thats what everyone will to you when u are in a tense and tied up situation. When u give in your best and you still don't meet their expectation, how would u feel?

Times can be rough and rocky but with your close friends things might change. I have my archery team, charis, schoolmates to accompany me but why am i still so lonely?

I remembered the first time i met Charis. Its kinda coincidental but things went on well. Call it fate, we hit off really well and till date i never once regretted meeting her. I really loved her company, laughter, humour and everything about her. After going steady with her for 2 months, i feel that i learnt more about myself. However, why am i always fighting with her? Its not what i want okay? Clash of conflicts happened too frequently and i'm not proud about it. I can give in to her and everything, but it seem like its not working at all. I hate myself at times. i really do. Am i not doing enough? Am i doing it all wrong? I hope not. Yes i can be jealous about stuff. I really hope that things will change.

back to sch!

TEE JAY CEE ROCKS!

i had a blast at first 2 days of orientation! :D its indeed a place for me! met alot of fun and nice people who are sporty and loving! 5 more days of orientation next week! cant wait! gosh! and after that, time to STUDY! crap :D how i wish i can get some pics from the orientation and share with u guys!

there is a kid in me

GET MY A NERF GUN! I WAN A NERF MAVERICK! :D

leonard bought one last night before closing! now im fucking jealous! its pretty cool! 6 rounds in a revolver look alike fun! only if it comes in black arh... i will get it! dont be fooled by its plastic look, its actually very accurate! damn.... not many guns out there is that precise already! and best of all, ammo can be purchase off the shelves! ( the foam ones la... in different specialise rounds somemore!) cool shit!

OK... enough of the gun... ytd was the last day of VSA counter! in 2 weeks, my sales was abt pretty good... sold 3 divemasters and in total 6.5k worth of watches :D which made me bloody happy! Never expected the divemasters to be sell! wow! life is unpredictable i guess!

I guess that i will not be staying in FJ for long :( i love this job kay... its really what im passionate and serious abt. Ever since i started working, i met people of all walks of life. Interactions with customers was inevitable in the service industry. I have no fears in talking to them i guess? Except for a few random and talkative ones! lol!

JC is starting in a week or 2! :) NEW SCHOOL, NEW FRIENDS AND A NEW LIFE.

cant wait man!

when emotions hit rock bottom

u know what... i hate it when someone walks away from me without telling me when he or she is going? especially if its someone that i really cared abt. i really dont know? maybe im just thinking too much? or im over sensitive? i find it so hard to talk to u at times. i really dont know what u are thinking abt? i seriously hope that things will change? those who were with me together would have realise the sudden change of mood after that incident. god... why am i like dat? why do i care so much abt u?

RESULTS

OH KAY... ><

lets talk abt the good ones shall we...

I attained 1 A1, 3 A2 and 2 B3 for my subjects! SOUNDS QUITE OK RIGHT? NOW....

HOW CAN U EXPLAIN ME GETTING C6 FOR ENGLISH?! WTF! FUCK IT MAN! ITS IMPOSSIBLE! AND IM STILL QUITE UNHAPPY OVER IT!

screw u markers! SCREW U!

at least something to cheer me up? :)

im going TJC and its official! the start of a brand new life!

some one baotoe(tipped off) me!

YES ITS TMR... i cant really be bothered right now :(

results are cast in stones, locked up somewhere in school, waiting for their rightfully master to claim them.

sales was pretty good today! :D sold 2.5k worth of watches! the VSA counter is also much bigger this time, which enough space for me to lie down if i really wan to. Speaking abt resting, i got ass raped by a floor manger from level 1 which triggered off a chain reaction amongst the cashiers and i BET by tmr, the entire building will learn about me resting my butt on the carpet flooring at my counter next to the escalator! BAKA!

SHALL FILL U IN WITH MY RESULTS TMR!

p.s im not freaking out, YET

I feel screwd

Woke up this morning with a terrible headache and my neck HURTS.

How am i gonna make it out of the house? Got to return to sch to claim my EAGLES award :D 200 bucks yo! something to cheer me up i guess?

MONEY MAKES THE WORLD GOES ROUND?

That reminded me of how hard i worked in the month of December as a Watch Promoter!

I was practically stucked at Takashimaya Mens Wear department for the entire month!

I tell u... its not EASY!

http://www.victorinoxswissarmy.com/index.cfm?cnt_prm=ANY

Check it out. Entry watches cost $469! =/ and in the entire month, i sold only 13 pieces? 10k in total sales!

GAH.... thank god there is a target and we hit it! INCENTIVE of $100 on top of the 1% commission i earned?

Lets do the math...

Hourly rate of 5 x 193.5 + hours = $967.5

Incentive and Commission = $200

Total income = $1167.50

isit alot? i think its little :(

WAIT A MINUTE! THERE IS ALSO CPF CONTRIBUTIONS!

PISSING~! that means....

0.8 X 1167.50 = $934!!!!!!!

I FEEL THE PAIN! DO U?! :(