Time waits for no man

Life an irony! When you lose something, you will start appreciating the importance of it. Does this mean that humans can only learn by the hard way? Well, I would like to thank someone who has been by my side for the past months.

CHARIS LIEW

no words can do justice of what i am about to tell u.

U are a excellent girl who is just like a gold nugget waiting to be polished and refine.

When i first met u, your cheerful and flamboyant personality attracted me. I truly enjoyed the time we had together and u are my motivation. We eventually got together and i will never forget that day. The day which made me feel like a kid surrounded by toys in TOYS 'R' US .

We had many heated arguments in this short 2.5months together but i have never felt that u are not worth it. In fact i see a girl is extraordinary. Words can really hurt at times but i never once give up on you.

We fight, We played, We laughed. All the beautiful memories we shared together will always be in my mind. I'm a changed man because of you. I truly thank you.

And you know what :) i don't wan to lose a friend like u! So make me a promise that u wont abandon me too would you?

I cant write for nuts... so pardon me for my lousy sentence structures. But u know where i'm coming from. People who knows me would be aware that i have a heart which is pretty cold by nature. It takes more than just company and presence to warm it up. It takes time and patience. There will be something which is worth fighting for in life. Seize the opportunity if your think its truly worth it and don't end your short life on earth with a basketful of regrets on your deathbed.

i tried, i really did

Give it your best shot! Thats what everyone will to you when u are in a tense and tied up situation. When u give in your best and you still don't meet their expectation, how would u feel?

Times can be rough and rocky but with your close friends things might change. I have my archery team, charis, schoolmates to accompany me but why am i still so lonely?

I remembered the first time i met Charis. Its kinda coincidental but things went on well. Call it fate, we hit off really well and till date i never once regretted meeting her. I really loved her company, laughter, humour and everything about her. After going steady with her for 2 months, i feel that i learnt more about myself. However, why am i always fighting with her? Its not what i want okay? Clash of conflicts happened too frequently and i'm not proud about it. I can give in to her and everything, but it seem like its not working at all. I hate myself at times. i really do. Am i not doing enough? Am i doing it all wrong? I hope not. Yes i can be jealous about stuff. I really hope that things will change.