Blame it on me

My heart sank when i recieve the superlong text u send me. I guess i was really upset with myself too. I couldn't help but to hit myself once on my head. What are u thinking about? Are u aware of what u have done? Yes i know that i said something wrong. But why am i so slow to realise that i accidentally ignore what u said? in fact, is there even such a thing as accidentally ignore? :( or am i a selfish ass?

I love you silly, and i know u reciprocated as well. You asked me if i know u well enough? Well, i can only say that i know u that much. For the rest of you, i need a lifetime to find out. I dare not say that i know you 100% in these 5 months, but i 100% swear that i wanna find out more about you. It can be a really slow process, but i think its ok, because i know that i have a lifetime ahead of me to find out about you. I am that sure that its gonna be a really long affair.

I believe u understand me well enough to know that i have my reasons for my actions, although some makes no sense at all, but one thing is for sure. I have a heart that feels your love, a pair of eyes that see what u have done for me and a pair of ears to listen to what u have to say. Baby, i dont wanna make u upset. I really dont.