You think, She thought, Who confirm?

"I Love You" this 3 words that is used to frequently to express one's feeling towards another. Friends, BFF and even Couples use it so often to tell each other how much they mean to them. It has became a common phrase, thus reducing its value as a statement. I wonder if love can ever be measured nor determine. How much love is enough love? How do you know if someone loves you?

There are so many things going through my mind right now. Some claim that kids(under 25) don't know whats love, how love works and etc. Does love mean that we have to give in our all in it? My definition of love may be wrong, as this is what i perceive: To give your heart truly to the person and think of what he or she would like to have in return to give them happiness. It cannot be measured via time and money. Its a feeling that cant be altered overnight as its engraved in you. You know that you will do anything for the person given your capabilities that may vary, but ultimately, u will try your best. When i can't give the person you love what i deem as important, i feel as if i failed the person. Love shouldn't be based on other factors but the natural feeling and will only be complimented by external factors. I fear for what i see love as. A feeling that cannot be change despite any problems. I guess i'm wrong all these while.

Im a chipmunk

Hey! Just got back awhile ago from orchard :P
Had a great night with mommy, went shopping for mommy work clothes. I guess i got really lucky this time as mommy bought my stuff for Christmas and CNY in advance? Guess my bugging did work? We had dinner at 10! SO UNHEALTHY ! :(
Christmas is coming! I know Min is looking forward to it as she promised me a 12 item surprise! Its gonna be my biggest and best gift ever! I know it :D i can smell it! Although her lobang bichak because i saw her note, but there are at least 8 items that i couldnt figure out :( SHES hidding something! I swear! BUT WHAT! :( Oh yes... She found my gifts. Why am i so useless.

Im working next week, 3 days at taka that coincided with her work days :P i did it on purpose too! teehee! its gonna be fun! We shall make some money!

I wish i could see u tml.... Please make my wish come true? :(

Marry Me!

:D Christmas is round the corner! The season of giving is back! :P This year, I am going to experience a marvelous one! I'm very sure about it because its gonna be with my dearest Min!

Min and I went taka today to get presents! :D didn;t buy much though, but spending time with each other was simply great! Though i waited for 2 hours for her to end her intereview, i manage to meet up with some of the taka staff that i know when i worked last year!

First there was Jeremy from Dunhill, was talking to him and manage to meet his boss. Guess what? I got myself a job! :D

Next, we went to the Victorinox counter and spoke to the part timers there. Sales wasn't fantastic like expected, but i found out that they are short handed! BAM! another job opportunity?! Damn i wanna work man :( MONEY....

Lastly, run into one of the cute gift wrap girl that recognise me!? Its been a year! >.< oh well! we exchanged smiles, THATS ALL KAY!!!

:) WELL! the hightlight of the day must be nandos! although the portion is small and im not really full, i love it! :D i guess good food really comes in small portion. The smaller, the better?! I dont know man :D BUT FOOD WAD GOOD!

To Yi Min: I know you are gonna prepare quite abit for me this christmas! >.< I'm so gonna repay u...... I wanna _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _! you go fill it! :D Love u!

Hey guys, Just got back from chalet with the YES 2011 team! Chalet was really good and fun! slept for only an hour in the 24 hours awake! >.< my brains is fried! So i met Min after the chalet :) yay! missed you after a day! And we eventually caught harry potter's lastest movies at J8. Spending time with her has always been awesome and i love every second i spend with her!

Oh well, as much as i love my gf, i think i can be really dumb at times :( why am i like dat?
I really cared about her and i'm always making her upset. Its just too unfair to you baby. Really.

Blame it on me

My heart sank when i recieve the superlong text u send me. I guess i was really upset with myself too. I couldn't help but to hit myself once on my head. What are u thinking about? Are u aware of what u have done? Yes i know that i said something wrong. But why am i so slow to realise that i accidentally ignore what u said? in fact, is there even such a thing as accidentally ignore? :( or am i a selfish ass?

I love you silly, and i know u reciprocated as well. You asked me if i know u well enough? Well, i can only say that i know u that much. For the rest of you, i need a lifetime to find out. I dare not say that i know you 100% in these 5 months, but i 100% swear that i wanna find out more about you. It can be a really slow process, but i think its ok, because i know that i have a lifetime ahead of me to find out about you. I am that sure that its gonna be a really long affair.

I believe u understand me well enough to know that i have my reasons for my actions, although some makes no sense at all, but one thing is for sure. I have a heart that feels your love, a pair of eyes that see what u have done for me and a pair of ears to listen to what u have to say. Baby, i dont wanna make u upset. I really dont.

life's good

I wish every sun will be like today :P

Min Min and I spend the afternoon at her place:D Its pretty goOd to be all alone at home... >< CAN DO ANYTHING WE WANT RIGHT! ahem! :P anyway.... My J1 days are almost over! MinMin is gonna be out of school soon! :( oh boy! lucky girl! u are finally free! ARGG!!!! its gonna be the toughest 1 month of your life. Hang in there kay! Once its over, u are fre to roam:P Do whatever u want kay? I wont stop u. Go travel for 1 month if possible. Go see the world when u can :) i love u silly! Study Hard!!!!!

Forgive me my dear

Its day 3 of my grandma funeral. I didnt stay over last night as i went back home to sleep in Bishan. I was just too tired and shagged, crashed onto my bed after a shower and slept with my lights on till dawn. I woked up to a sms by Min, telling me to wake up or i will be late >.< guess what, it was too late. I went down to my grandma's place later that morning and spend the rest of the day there. Well, it was really boring but i survived! thanks u my dear. Later tonight u came to visit me, even though it was an hour dinner, or maybe shorter. I'm sorry that i have to disappoint u again tonight when my mom wants me to stay over. I truly miss u my dear and i wish to spend more time with u, especially before your stressful A. The lost of my Grandma came as sudden to me. I am grateful that u came down last night and spend hours there with me, folding and talking to me. I bear all these things in mind baby. Everything u do means so much to me and there is only one way to recipocate these love u have for me, is to love u back even more. I want to be by your side whenever i can and take care of u. I do hear you my dear. Just that my actions are always not identical to what i say. I hate this