Time waits for no man

Life an irony! When you lose something, you will start appreciating the importance of it. Does this mean that humans can only learn by the hard way? Well, I would like to thank someone who has been by my side for the past months.

CHARIS LIEW

no words can do justice of what i am about to tell u.

U are a excellent girl who is just like a gold nugget waiting to be polished and refine.

When i first met u, your cheerful and flamboyant personality attracted me. I truly enjoyed the time we had together and u are my motivation. We eventually got together and i will never forget that day. The day which made me feel like a kid surrounded by toys in TOYS 'R' US .

We had many heated arguments in this short 2.5months together but i have never felt that u are not worth it. In fact i see a girl is extraordinary. Words can really hurt at times but i never once give up on you.

We fight, We played, We laughed. All the beautiful memories we shared together will always be in my mind. I'm a changed man because of you. I truly thank you.

And you know what :) i don't wan to lose a friend like u! So make me a promise that u wont abandon me too would you?

I cant write for nuts... so pardon me for my lousy sentence structures. But u know where i'm coming from. People who knows me would be aware that i have a heart which is pretty cold by nature. It takes more than just company and presence to warm it up. It takes time and patience. There will be something which is worth fighting for in life. Seize the opportunity if your think its truly worth it and don't end your short life on earth with a basketful of regrets on your deathbed.

i tried, i really did

Give it your best shot! Thats what everyone will to you when u are in a tense and tied up situation. When u give in your best and you still don't meet their expectation, how would u feel?

Times can be rough and rocky but with your close friends things might change. I have my archery team, charis, schoolmates to accompany me but why am i still so lonely?

I remembered the first time i met Charis. Its kinda coincidental but things went on well. Call it fate, we hit off really well and till date i never once regretted meeting her. I really loved her company, laughter, humour and everything about her. After going steady with her for 2 months, i feel that i learnt more about myself. However, why am i always fighting with her? Its not what i want okay? Clash of conflicts happened too frequently and i'm not proud about it. I can give in to her and everything, but it seem like its not working at all. I hate myself at times. i really do. Am i not doing enough? Am i doing it all wrong? I hope not. Yes i can be jealous about stuff. I really hope that things will change.

back to sch!

TEE JAY CEE ROCKS!

i had a blast at first 2 days of orientation! :D its indeed a place for me! met alot of fun and nice people who are sporty and loving! 5 more days of orientation next week! cant wait! gosh! and after that, time to STUDY! crap :D how i wish i can get some pics from the orientation and share with u guys!

there is a kid in me

GET MY A NERF GUN! I WAN A NERF MAVERICK! :D

leonard bought one last night before closing! now im fucking jealous! its pretty cool! 6 rounds in a revolver look alike fun! only if it comes in black arh... i will get it! dont be fooled by its plastic look, its actually very accurate! damn.... not many guns out there is that precise already! and best of all, ammo can be purchase off the shelves! ( the foam ones la... in different specialise rounds somemore!) cool shit!

OK... enough of the gun... ytd was the last day of VSA counter! in 2 weeks, my sales was abt pretty good... sold 3 divemasters and in total 6.5k worth of watches :D which made me bloody happy! Never expected the divemasters to be sell! wow! life is unpredictable i guess!

I guess that i will not be staying in FJ for long :( i love this job kay... its really what im passionate and serious abt. Ever since i started working, i met people of all walks of life. Interactions with customers was inevitable in the service industry. I have no fears in talking to them i guess? Except for a few random and talkative ones! lol!

JC is starting in a week or 2! :) NEW SCHOOL, NEW FRIENDS AND A NEW LIFE.

cant wait man!

when emotions hit rock bottom

u know what... i hate it when someone walks away from me without telling me when he or she is going? especially if its someone that i really cared abt. i really dont know? maybe im just thinking too much? or im over sensitive? i find it so hard to talk to u at times. i really dont know what u are thinking abt? i seriously hope that things will change? those who were with me together would have realise the sudden change of mood after that incident. god... why am i like dat? why do i care so much abt u?

RESULTS

OH KAY... ><

lets talk abt the good ones shall we...

I attained 1 A1, 3 A2 and 2 B3 for my subjects! SOUNDS QUITE OK RIGHT? NOW....

HOW CAN U EXPLAIN ME GETTING C6 FOR ENGLISH?! WTF! FUCK IT MAN! ITS IMPOSSIBLE! AND IM STILL QUITE UNHAPPY OVER IT!

screw u markers! SCREW U!

at least something to cheer me up? :)

im going TJC and its official! the start of a brand new life!

some one baotoe(tipped off) me!

YES ITS TMR... i cant really be bothered right now :(

results are cast in stones, locked up somewhere in school, waiting for their rightfully master to claim them.

sales was pretty good today! :D sold 2.5k worth of watches! the VSA counter is also much bigger this time, which enough space for me to lie down if i really wan to. Speaking abt resting, i got ass raped by a floor manger from level 1 which triggered off a chain reaction amongst the cashiers and i BET by tmr, the entire building will learn about me resting my butt on the carpet flooring at my counter next to the escalator! BAKA!

SHALL FILL U IN WITH MY RESULTS TMR!

p.s im not freaking out, YET